Why I am here

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I dedicate this blog to all the people who have experienced trauma or adversity in there life

Then to those people who abused us, traumatized us and more I/we survivors say you will not ruin my life, I/we are stronger then you will ever be I/we will live a good and full life no matter what you did to us.

I will post as I can but as I choose to live my life to the fullest I will put down my thoughts as I have time.
Location: Opportunity No. 17, AB, Canada

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